Saturday, July 23, 2005

Weekend Overtime

Here I am in the office staring at the monitor with my fingers typing my thoughts now......click a ti clack.

I'm so sick of this, working on a Saturday is bad. It's quieter and I do agree it isn't as hectic as a normal working day, but it's just not worth my time working Overtime on a weekend. Oh well my weekend started off yesterday by meeting up with Alex and having a chat with some of his friends. Sat down and chat about some interesting business opportunities. Left around 2am, went home and slept for 3 hours and here I am. Working on a weekend.

Too bad it comes with the job, rotational shifts come with the job, badddd. Anyone's biological clock would be screwed up. I was sitting down yesterday staring at the celing and was wondering about my life in the future. I began to hate the normal 9-5 jobs. I don't want to work for someone else anymore. Everyone would like that hmm? ;) Am still pondering and waiting for the right time to move on with my life. Take the next step in preparing for my future. I've got the support from my family and close friends.
Life can be so complicated sometimes. But that's something that we actually have control of, our own decisions can change what the future holds for us. Hurt, Pain, Joy, Laughter, Sadness, Happiness etc. I don't like to see my friends getting hurt from what I do. Sometimes I worry too much about what other people think about me, but that's just me.

Ah...Well I've started reading a novel by Nicholas Sparks - The Guardian
Thanks to cutie pie Melissa for introducing this Writer to me, I just love the way writes. Interesting books. I would recommend him to anyone who is interested in just reading a nice novel. Some of his books have been turned into Movies, like A Walk To Remember with actress Mandy Moore. Planning to watch that when I get the DVD.
There are a few books that I would love to sit and read all day. But life is calling out to me. It's not the time to sit and read books yet.
I miss my Aunt and Uncle who lives in London. I miss talking to my Uncle Terry who has so much to say, all his stories are interesting and my Aunt Bee Lee who is such a lovely person to be around with. If everything goes as planned I will come visit you guys soon. I hope.
12:36pm, still have 1 hour and 30 minutes before I finish up here in the office. *Sigh*
"It's Better to burn out, than to fade away" - Kurt Cobain

Friday, July 22, 2005

Tha' Weekend Is Here!


Slow week. It's been and up and down week, being a little sick and finally taking my first Medical Leave since i started in my company 1 year ago.

Heck it's Friday! Gota round up some people and go clubbin'! The usual gang isn't up for it this week. Everyone seems to have left Andy all by himself again. Maybe I should just pack my bags and head to KL for more action. Sigh, oh keep dreamin' Andy and don't be silly. Arrrgg...the weekend is a little spoilt when I think about working tomorrow from 6am till 2pm. But the night is still young after 2pm and partying can wait.

No plans....just be spontanious.

Listening to an old Metallica cd, from the Black Album, this song reminded me of what I am going through now.



Nothing Else Matters

So close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are

and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say

trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I knowYE-YEAH!!!

so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
no nothing else matters

Dedicate to my Baby.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Plain Wednesday

This quote actually made me think of all my friends,

Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.

I'm lucky to have such nice friends around me today. Thanks Everyone.