Saturday, July 23, 2005

Weekend Overtime

Here I am in the office staring at the monitor with my fingers typing my thoughts a ti clack.

I'm so sick of this, working on a Saturday is bad. It's quieter and I do agree it isn't as hectic as a normal working day, but it's just not worth my time working Overtime on a weekend. Oh well my weekend started off yesterday by meeting up with Alex and having a chat with some of his friends. Sat down and chat about some interesting business opportunities. Left around 2am, went home and slept for 3 hours and here I am. Working on a weekend.

Too bad it comes with the job, rotational shifts come with the job, badddd. Anyone's biological clock would be screwed up. I was sitting down yesterday staring at the celing and was wondering about my life in the future. I began to hate the normal 9-5 jobs. I don't want to work for someone else anymore. Everyone would like that hmm? ;) Am still pondering and waiting for the right time to move on with my life. Take the next step in preparing for my future. I've got the support from my family and close friends.
Life can be so complicated sometimes. But that's something that we actually have control of, our own decisions can change what the future holds for us. Hurt, Pain, Joy, Laughter, Sadness, Happiness etc. I don't like to see my friends getting hurt from what I do. Sometimes I worry too much about what other people think about me, but that's just me.

Ah...Well I've started reading a novel by Nicholas Sparks - The Guardian
Thanks to cutie pie Melissa for introducing this Writer to me, I just love the way writes. Interesting books. I would recommend him to anyone who is interested in just reading a nice novel. Some of his books have been turned into Movies, like A Walk To Remember with actress Mandy Moore. Planning to watch that when I get the DVD.
There are a few books that I would love to sit and read all day. But life is calling out to me. It's not the time to sit and read books yet.
I miss my Aunt and Uncle who lives in London. I miss talking to my Uncle Terry who has so much to say, all his stories are interesting and my Aunt Bee Lee who is such a lovely person to be around with. If everything goes as planned I will come visit you guys soon. I hope.
12:36pm, still have 1 hour and 30 minutes before I finish up here in the office. *Sigh*
"It's Better to burn out, than to fade away" - Kurt Cobain