Why do I feel this bad trying to let go? I just want to let go of my past and look ahead to the future. The hard part in all this is that I feel so lonely, but to solve this I need to hang out with friends. Problem is that I don't have many friends to hang out with.
I feel depressed, I have started smoking just to get the tension out of my mind. I know its wrong, its bad. But I have nothing else to lose in life apart from living the rest of my days and not knowing what the future holds for me. What's the correct path to choose? How do I live my life from now?
All so confusing! All this anger!