Waking up....alone

It's a weird feeling, waking up alone and knowing that the person you really really love is not there anymore to hugg and cuddle you anymore.

I used to watch her sleeping when ever I can. That's how I appreciated her true beauty. She would be the laziest person to shove to wake up. But still, it was nice to see someone really cares. Being able to stay together for 4 years is called loyalty. The smell of her hair and being able to caress her, giving her a smooch and hugging her the way she likes it.

I'm going to miss all of that. Trying to forget is painful. Trying to let go is excruciating.

She was an angel to me. Kind, caring, beautiful and understanding.

I can't believe loving an angel could cause so much hurt.