Just sitting back and relaxing now.
I've been thinking about life now. I noticed that there are things that were meant to be like it is and there are things that you want to have, like money, a car or a house. But when it comes to people, everyone wants everything.
Love....you can't have everything when it comes to a relationship. One has to understand what kind of love is it that drives you to continue living everyday. It's possible to find a person who you love that has what you want and need in life, it's also possible to find a person who can give you joy and laughter in life. It's rare to find someone who has both.
But if enough effort is put into a relationship anything is possible. Both lovers must understand what needs to be done and how it's going to be done. Talk it through, talk in detail, talk about the ins and outs, let all the emotions flow and speak. Don't leave it all inside and regret it all later. Putting it all inside isn't going to help, it's only going to make things worst.
Choice, which is right? which is wrong? what will happen if i choose this path in life?
But that's life, some people just can't see it.
Talked to my friend yesterday & tried to do what's right but I guess it just not meant to be anymore. I'm ready to move on if she is.