I decided to find out the purpose of her meeting with me yesterday. I know that "nothing" didn't really mean nothing. It meant something. She told me she missed me a little. I know that there is slight guilt and jelousy.
I went to see her personally. We chat like normal friends, she kept telling me about her new love life, she's so happy, she kept laughing. All I could do is smile and listen like a good friend would. At the same time I tought to myself(while smiling), this is what I wanted for her. I prayed to god, I asked for his strength and blessings. Happiness for her.
I'm going to find the strength to help me move on. I'm one part sad to see part of my life end like this and also one part happy for it.